The Enneagram symbol can be traced back to G.I. Gurdjieff's teachings and the types can be traced back to Oscar Ichazo's teachings (his teachings were subsequently organized into the Arica school).
Although the Enneagram types were derived from some of Oscar Ichazo's teachings, his Enneagrams were only a small part of those teachings. Ichazo's complete teachings can be found in the Arica school.
As an actor, there's a bit of you that's decided you want to be looked at and watched, but there's a paradoxical bit that wants to run away.